I felt this sudden urge to share with everyone my outburst in feeling an extraordinary surge of love. It was powerful, like on the richter scale, off the charts.

Here I was, just looking through old photos on facebook and I came across the number of photos with Coly, or Coly and I in them. My smile became big and stupid, and I felt it, and my heart felt overwhelmingly big, almost as if it could just burst from my chest and dance. You know, like that Warner Bro. frog? Yeah! Like that!

I don't know why I suddenly felt it, or what made me want to share about it, but it was just so sudden. Granted, we've exchanged the "L" word, of course, but I just wanted to in that moment, take him into my arms, kiss him, and hold him close...and in that moment, I wanted to tell him so much more? What the hell, I feel so weird feeling like this.

This is not something I've ever experienced before. The stupid-smile, the beyond-words feeling of love that surged into me, the...the entire thing is all so new and surreal.

The hell?

I cannot express it anymore, I'm just damn happy.

<3
Abbie